"Parasite"
Drink from my poisoned well
Casting love spells
I want him to see me for
all that I am, that I am
Leach onto my heart
sucking away
the blood it stains your gums
and drips down your face
down your face
So weak in the knees
love's such a powerful thing
Consume me please
come to me please
Can't you care when I'm there?
CHORUS:
Oh it makes
makes no sense to me
He only wants me
only wants me when I'm not around
How satisfied can you be?
You say you love me
but I just can't figure it out
Squeeze onto my heart
squeezing tight with all strength
the blood it drains and I crumble and fade
fade away
and it's such a sin
the way we live
how much more can I give
find myself acting out
in spite and rage
So weak in the knees
love's such a powerful thing
Consume me please
come to me please
can't you care when I'm there?
CHORUS REPEAT
REFRAIN:
And I
want to work it out
we've been
we've been here before
maybe we just need some time
you and I
and it's nothing, nothing
we haven't gone through
haven't gone through before
It's just typical you and I
CHORUS REPEAT 3x
"Bad Influence"
I don't want to leave but
I can't stay around you
any longer, not this time
I'm about to lose my mind
and you've
hurt me too many times
but never would you see me cry
Does she
see straight through your lies?
Or are you that
convincing
that she doesn't, doesn't question anything
I wish
you'd look me in the eyes
tell me what I need to hear
Gotta catch my breath
take one step at a time
Something like this doesn't happen over night
Gotta step forward and walk
away while I can, before it's too late
I don't want to go, but I gotta leave
gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can't
stay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
He's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave
but I can't stay any longer than I have
Please don't tell me not to leave
because your words melt right through me
and back to you
I find myself running to
It's time
I regain my poise
close my eyes and kill the noise
And from my mind you will be cleansed
and this'll be the last song I
will write for you
it's time I put an end to this
and we'll
move on our separate ways
maybe again we'll meet someday
Gotta catch my breath
take one step at a time
Something like this doesn't happen over night
Gotta step forward
and walk away while I can
before it's too late
I don't want to go but I gotta leave, gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can't
stay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
he's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave but I can't stay
any longer than I have
He's the forbidden fruit
fallen from the tree that I bit
Trying sooo hard to be strong
but I'm sooo weak.
I don't want to go but I gotta leave, gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can'tstay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
he's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave but I can't stay any longer than I have
"Back to me"
Hanging by a thread
I drink, I pour one more
I cry, I plead
knees on the floor
All has lost all meaning,
don't care anymore
With eyes wide open
I fall asleep
praying to lord
"Please forgive me"
Soon I won't be a burden on you anymore
On you anymore
on you anymore
It's time to put an end to this
Have I lost it?
Sharp instrument
piercing my wrist
and in one weakened second
my strength is restored
Mascara running
down my cheek
my body weak, vision blurry
Tell my friends in heaven
Hell is where I belong
Hell is where I belong
Hell is where I belong
I"m sooo tired
but my mind keeps me awake
I'm zoo tired
of waiting to hear those words to me you'll never speak
Gotta snap out of this
Wake me from this sick dream
just a slap on the face
and a 1,2,3
before
I go back to being me
Failed once again, I'll failed before
but it's okay, I'll probably fail once more
My scars are just reminders of all I've overcome
And I'm crazy with purpose
I don't want to die
It's just that rush of pain that
gets me high
The pain, I deserve it
for all of the wrong
I've done
All the wrong I've done, I've done
All the wrong I've done
I'm sooo tired
but my mind keeps me awake
I'm sooo tired
of waiting to hear those words to me you'll never speak
Gotta snap out of this
Wake me from this sick dream
Just a slap on the face
and a 1,2,3 before
I go back to being me
And it's not for them
to understand
It's just the way I am
This pain I will endure
"Been Long"
You make it so easy to be loved
Love the way the frames of your glasses raise every time you smile
How's this all happening?
Is it happening because I'm unhappy?
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
I wish you were here with me
14 hours just seems too long apart
Love how securely I nest,
I fit into your arms
Why's this all happening?
Is it happening because I'm unhappy?
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
Had I chosen another path
it's you
I want on my side till the end
and I wish I could see you again
Gotta gather my senses
Get your emotions in check
I'm only hurting myself
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
Had I chosen another path
it's you
I want on my side till the end
and I wish I could see you again
and I wish, and I wish, I wish I could see
and I wish, and I wish, I wish I could see
I wish I could see
see you again
"Games"
The challenge is on
hope your game is tight
hope you're gunna give me a run for my money
got my cards, my chips, my lingerie
rule 1: anything goes
body parts may be exposed
what will happen?
baby who knows
bout to give you the ride of you life
All bets are on
got my money in my bra
your turn, let's roll the dice
Don't expect any playin nice
Feel the hunger, got an appetite
not gunna be an easy fight
I don't bark, but baby I bite
gunna give it to you, how you want it, just right
CHORUS:
Let's play a game of truth or dare
I dare you to pull my hair
followed by a game of hard you'll get
hope you wore your bathing suit, I'm about to make you wet
Let's play, I'll hide you seek
follow my trail of clothing
you'll find me beneath the sheets
why don't you crawl into bed with me?
if we're gunna play, then you play fair
take off your underwear
oops look, well tag I'm it
he tagged me from behind didn't see him coming
I'll give you a count, I'll count to three
watch out, now I'm coming
he left me heavy breathing
he threw me for a loop, he's a man with strategy
I see that you're a problem solver
if you're looking for the solution
I know how to resolve it
lets resolve it properly
Rule 2: you do what I say
lets play kings, now I'm your queen
we're gunna play this game my way
it's a little modified for our pleasures sake
turn up the heat, spin the bottle
close your eyes and feed me your tongue
I'm about to give you mono
play at your own risk, that's my motto
I'm a little competitive
get off on a little challenge
gotta keep it interesting
gotta keep it interesting
CHORUS
Bet you didn't think defeat could feel this good (feel this good)
Could feel this good (feel this good)
everyones a winner tonight
Bet you didn't think defeat could feel this good (feel this good)
Could feel this good (feel this good)
everyones a winner tonight
RAPCHORUS REPEAT"SWEATIN"
Maybe if you were listening
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Maybe if you were listening
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Don't stand soo close to me
cuz babe I'm gunna lose it (no you won't)
I'm gunna get it (no you won't)
he's got me sweatin
Can't stand the way
you make make make makin me sweat (sweat)
the way your breath feels on my neck talkin so close to me (me)
you got me in a frenzy
got me second guessing, guessing
The way you say my name
the way your pants fit on your tight little ass (ass)
the firmness in your grasp
got my mind on a stroll (Stroll)
ya got me losing grip, losing all control, control
CHORUS
Maybe if you were listening (listening)
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Don't stand soo close to me
cuz babe I'm gunna lose it (no you won't)
I'm gunna get it (no you won't)
he's got me sweatin
His boyish charm
has got my mind, mind a stray (stray)
his rock hard body got me sweat
sweatin (sweatin)
sweat pouring down my body, boy
you and I been vibing
put your hands all over my body
Maybe later I'm gunna ride ya hard, so hard you'll be seeing stars (stars)
like ya never saw it coming
boy I'll find how just you like it
guarantee you'll be runnin right back
boy I'll leave ya breathless, boy Imma leave ya sweatin
CHOURS
RAP
CHORUS REPEAT
ROUND AND ROUND" - (Hook lyrics)
Can't take anymore of this back and forth
don't even know what we're fighting for
Haven't we had this fight before?
This aint working anymore
Too much up and down, carousel
like a broken record, round and round
up and down, carousel
like a broken record, round and round
BY STORM"
Move it
Keep your distance, don't dare cross that line
I accessorize in caution signs
lure you in, use my tongue as bait
taunt and tease
make you scream my name in vain
smoke alarms
mattress set in flames
sprinklers sproutin
waterin my frame
he loves to watch, watch, watch me ride
bouncing up and down
then take me behind
move it, move it
CHROUS
Lightening bolts
I don't speak, I roar
bout to take this world,take this world by storm
Gunna leave you craving more
bout to take this world, take this world by storm
Move it
Move it
SWEET RAP
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Move it
Move it
Lightening bolts
I don't speak I roar
bout to take this world
take this world by storm
Gunna leave you, craving more
bout to take this world
take this world by storm
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
WHAT IS GOING ON" (hook only)Why'd you tell me that I meant everything to youwhen suddenly your actin like I'm not good enough for youwhy'd you say it, if you never meant it, never felt itwhat is the dealbaby what is going on?Now you're going round, hanging with your girlfriendsactin like nothing ever even happenedWhy'd you say it if you never meant it, never felt itwhat is the dealbaby what is going on?
MAGNIFICENT" (Hook only)
They won't doubt us when we're superstars
driving Bently cars in LA
Got our tops rolled down, got money in the bank, nominations at Grammys
They won't doubt us when we're on top of the world
Like the world is just our stage
Drinking fine champagne, in our private jet planesno worries, only fame.
"JUICY"
Said you know what you like, and you like what you see
Said you want a piece, baby bet it's juicy
I like what you want, and I like what you need
Give you a little taste, a taste of ecstasy
Said you know what you like and you like what you see
Said you want a piece, baby bet it's juicy
I like what you want, and I like what you need
Give you a little taste, a taste of ecstasy
Feel you eyeballing, up and up and down my frame
send a shot over, Patron I like the way you think
Say come closer baby, what's your number? What's your name?
Tonight I'll make you mine, tonight on you I'll pray
Lure you in
in my web
leave you tangled and mangling
Stain your lips red, mark mark you for dead
All of these teeth
I'll chew you up and spit you out
venum seeping deep, paralyzed with no way out
You can look
but no you can't touch
your own, personal torture
take a mental picture, save it for later
get a little taste, savor the flavor
I'll make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you hot
I'll Make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you
hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot,hot, hot, hot, hotttt
CHORUS
RAP
I'll make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you hot
I'll Make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you
hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot,hot, hot, hot, hotttt
"SUFFOCATING"
Your a sweet boy, but I like to do my thang
I love to love you, independently
from a distance you are the best thing to ever happen to me, ever happen to me
I love to love you, but sometimes its exhausting
you're too this and that
I find myself searching
for answers, but theres too many questions, questioning you and me,
just you and me
CHORUS
Cuz I've, given all I could give
Just need some space to breathe
Sometimes it feels like your suffocating, your suffocating me
and Igave the benefit of the doubt
doesn't always work out
sometimes it feels like your suffocating, your suffocating me
Go ahead, go out
don't worry about me
Give you your space, cuz I need mine
My friends are calling
Dressed to the nines
worried cuz I'm lookin fine
turnin heads tonight, turnin heads tonight
Just trying to keep it real
telling you how I feel
and you're a perfect catch for someone who wants all of that
Maybe I'm selfish, but this is my time
to shine like a star now that I've come this far
RAP
CHORUS
"REGRETFUL EYES"
You don't know
The extent in which you had hurt me
I wanted to make you all mine
But little did I know
That you were hiding something from me
Didn't know you had a girl
Until I
was on top of you
and I heard a slam of the door
I'll never forget
oh the silence between us
and now we barely talk anymore
but I
CHORUS:
See you, seeing me now with regretful eyes
cause I moved on, and I'm happy
and now you're wishing you never let me out of your life
and Happily I'll walk away ever more satisfied
and I hope when you sleep tonight
I'll be the one haunting your dreams
So I heard
That she's been cheating on youmy condolences, I know it must be hard
see the truth isthat I actually witnessed it
I saw her tonguing some guya week ago at the bar
Oh how's it feel?
Karma sucks now doesn't it?
And the best part is that I don't feel for you anymore
and that you're sorry
like I actually give a shit
you had your chance
now that chance is
far gone
CHORUS
Revenge is sweet, oh
It's almost funny, how
I'm happy
I've had the chance to see your demise
MUSICAL BREAK
ohhh
see you seeing me
now with regretful eyes
cuz I ....
CHORUS
Oh and I hope when you sleep
I hope when you sleep tonight
I hope when you sleep tonight
I'll be the one haunting your dreams.
"LITTLE BOY"
You're stubborn
Everything I say to you goes in one ear and out the other
You can't stand to hear the truth about yourself
Only want to hear what sounds good to your ears
So what now
You're gunna hate me cuz I confronted you
well sometimes the truth hurts
why not just live and learn from your mistakes
rather than blow everything out of proportion
But instead you'd prefer to change my words and spread lies
Can't even believe I'd proclaim you as a friend
Difficult
that's how your acting
why must you dramatize everything
make things worse than it really is?
Cuz your a
CHORUS:
Little boy trapped in an adults body
when are you gunna mature and open your eyes?
Little boy with an elementary mentality
you're such a fool when are you going to realize?
That in life things aren't always gunna go your way
sometimes some people gotta
learn the hard way
How dare you ( how dare you)
turn everything around and point your
finger at me
when it was your own wrong doing
it's so typical of you to just
babble on and stretch the truth
to save yourself
from looking like the bad guy
remember we were all born with two eyes
and soon everyone will see through those lies you been spreading about me
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
You gotta
give a little and not just take
hear people out and value what they say
cuz in the future you'll have to learn from your mistakes
but till then
I know you'll never change
cuz you're just
CHORUS
You'll never change
no, I've know you too long
and I know, I know your ways
to say that you'll
you'll never change
no people don't change instantly
you'll always, always remain
always remain the same
MUSICAL BREAK/ CHORUS
You're just a little boy
when are you going to realize
that in life things aren't always going to go your way
sometimes some people just got to
learn the hard way
Said I've known you too long
and I know
know your ways
"OVERWHELMED"
Miserable in the morning
I'm happy at night
My life's a series of ups and downs
Been traveling down a road with pot holes all my life
just want to find some concrete ground
How am I supposed to maintain sanity
when everythings going wrong
I'm losing faith more each and everyday
How am I supposed to commend God
if he brings nothing good upon me, hey
Layers of brick
pressure built upon my shoulders
feels as if I'm coming crashing down
Survival of the fittest
am I strong enough to survive?
We'll wait and see
what's to become of someone like me?
CHORUS:
Overwhelmed and I'm breaking down piece by piece
my life is like an unsolved puzzle
Anxiety, shaky hands, stomach knotted like a pretzel
what's to become of me?
The devil pokes and laughs
in my misery he finds amusement
he thinks I'm, he thinks I'm funny
Well I'm the entertainer, he's my audience
and I keep him very entertained
Like taking candy from a baby
he takes away my cloud of comfort
surrounds me with fire (fire)
surrounded by fire the heat from the flames burning my face
and heavens my only desire
I'm Sinking into quicksand and I can't swim my way out
into the ground I'm sinking
deeper and deeper and
soon I'll sink into a sea of a sea of a thousand sleeping corpses
where I'll find
my own level ground
CHOURS
I want to know
is there anything to look forward to
in my life
what's to become of me?
MUSICAL BREAK
Layers of brick
pressure built upon my shoulders
feels as if I'm coming crashing down
soon I'll sink into a sea of a thousand sleeping corpses
where I'll find
my own level ground
CHORUS 2x
What's to become
of someone like me?
"SONG FOR DAD"
Oh time
oh how quickly it has past
daddy's little girl has grown up so fast
your eyes water as you watch as I pack my bags
It's time I make a life of my own
Remember the songs we would sing?
remember the way
I'd hold the comb backwards and
would remove the shaving cream
off my face
so I could shave with you?
Classic memories
Can you believe
how fast
your little girl has grown
Can you believe she'll soon be on her own?
CHORUS:
Daddy please don't cry
I will be
I'll be just fine
I'll manage on my own
It's time I become
the woman time calls me to be
Daddy please don't cry
I will be, I'll be just fine
I'll manage on my own
it's time you let your baby girl go
Remember my first days of school
remember when you taught me how to tie my shoes
My 6th birthday
my most valuable lesson
My first piano lesson, la di da da
We were like partners in crime
you made the footsteps and I trailed along behind
well
well I'm all grown up now
It's best I make my own tracks now
CHORUS
Father I wrote this one for you
so just remember
no matter
what age I am
I'll always be your little girl
CHORUS
This is it
look at me now
Aren't you proud of how I turned out
Don't thank men ( Thank you)
Thank yourself
My best qualities are a reflection of you.
"HOURGLASS"
Make up your mind
cuz all this confusion is disillusioning
and my mind feels as if it could combust
Mixed emotion
silence the commotion
cuz I can't block these sounds within my head
Am I crazy
oh maybe
cuz you made me this way
and I can't see
my eyes are blurred
tears are getting in the way
am I crazy
oh maybe, oh maybe
CHORUS:
Is our time up
or is the hour glass still full of sand?
How did everything manage to get so bad?
Everything once was good
Did we slip onto a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher?
Or that the waters put out the fire that kept us
burning alive
Is it just that our young hearts have grown tired?
Onward i'll move with my life
Never had it in me to be a jealous person
Now I see my heart has grown fragile
and that this delicacy has altered my character
Don't like this person I'm becoming at all
But in my defense
my mouth moves
spitting fire
Burning down these
bridges
you and I walked over
Am I crazy?
Oh maybe, oh maybe
CHOURS
How much longer will it take
till my inescapable fate leads me to break?
Shattering this glass figure into a thousand pieces
Pick me up and push me to the side
that's what you do best
what you do best
ohhh
MUSICAL BREAK
How did everything
get sooo bad?
Everything once was good
how did we slip into a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher
or that the waters put out the fire that kept us both burning alive
or is it just that our young hearts have grown tired?
Onward I'll move with my life, oh
How did everything, everything, everything
oh
everything once was good
did we slip into a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher?
"ROLLERCOASTER"
It's sooo easy to believe
that everything will just run its course and that
everythings going to work out right
Try to take one day at a time
but the near futures approaching
and its slowly eating away the back of my mind
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
Just stand way back, just stand clear
I'm like a ticking bomb
an emotional coaster is near
I react on time and on fear
I fear what's yet to come
I fear how I will have to deal
Don't mean to push away
just that I don't want to grow accustomed
to someone I'm not sure will always be there
You tell me you love me everyday
saying you're not going anywhere, anytime
but how do I know you won't change your mind?
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
It's not that I don't trust you
no, I'm just scared
Can't imagine my life without you
Now that you're here
I'm afraid of being hurt
once again
Have to consider the possibility
of you not being here
here with me
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
"BIG DOG IN A LITTLE CAGE"
It's been hours, not even days
Sit here, trapped here in this maze
Tried every direction, every angle
there's no solution, no knots to untangle
Blankly staring at the walls, they're colorless
no characteristics at all
I'm still and standing, standing tall
in a world sooo gigantic, can I hold my own?
Can I hold my own?
CHORUS:
Little perturbed, little deranged
Like a big dog in a little cage
I want to break loose, want to be free
free from all that's disturbing me
Growing more and more disgusted with myself
Hate this person I'm becoming
wish I could be somebody else
Tear drops falling on these white keys
as I pour my heart out, as I plead
to these white pages which I color with blood and ink
Crying till my eyes are swollen shut
I've reached my boiling point, I'm cracking up
and I just want to be left alone
in solitude
Talking to myself in an echoing room
CHORUS
Feel sooo lost in this life
wish I could
dig a hole
and bury myself inside
Have places to go, none of which I want to be
Don't want to bring others down with my
misery
Try to get me to talk
but I hold back
there isn't any point
no, they won't understand
This troubled mind I can't explain
slowly I'm
deteriorating
MUSICAL BREAK
CHORUS 2X
"FLY AWAY"
Like a bee, his words sting
leaving me to bleed at the surface
to you, your worthless
but to me, you're worth everything
I wish you'd value you
for the reasons I love to keep you around
but you're too stubborn to see it now
When will I again be
apart of the equation?
Why the sudden erosion,
constant need for persuasion?
All your self loathing
for reasons unknown
you used to wanna
keep me around
but now you don't
now you wanna
be left
be left alone
Closed up inside
he hides behind
his jokes and sarcasm
But I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
CHORUS:
Get off the ground my friend and come walk with me
It's time you take yourself more seriously
Talking to you sometimes is like pulling teeth
Get off the ground my friend and come fly with me
we'll fly away
Shadow puppets in the night light
you used to find fun in darkness
Now with lights turned out
you like to blend with the carpet
I lay on the ground with you
staring at the man made galaxy of neon
constellations
illuminating the ceiling
I admire you for
your past and your present
and I feel fortunate to be blessed with your presence
Having you in my life
has shaped me in ways
I'll forever be grateful for
yet you don't even see yourself
for that man
that I adore
Closed up inside
he hides behind his jokes and sarcasm
I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
CHORUS
Tell me what you
is this what you want?
Tell me what you want
what you want from me
Is this what you want
is that what you want?
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
Is this what you want?
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
is this what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me?
Musical break
Hides behind
his jokes and sarcasm
I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
won't you
tell me what you want
is this what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me
tell me what you want
is that that what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me
is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
is this what you want
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
"HIDEAWAY"
Put on a happy smile
cuz I'm depressed as hell
It's impossible
whats she have to be upset about?
Feeling useless, like a waste of space
just occupying others
breathing space
Think of home
and I feel empty inside
cuz here I feel alone
and I just want to
CHORUS:
Hideawayfrom myself
Just wish I could
Could escape
Hideaway
Take me out of this place
Hold my head with two hands
keep it from falling down
Marching to keep my feet
from dragging on the ground
Feeling worthless, like a waste of space
Just nothing but a pretty face
Think of home
and I feel empty inside
cuz here I feel alone
and I just want to
CHORUS
Won't let these obstacles get the best of me
no, no
gotta keep strong
I have my shield and armor
This pain I will not harbor
grasping tightly onto this thread
hoping this feeling
is nearing its end
CHORUS
"MOLE"
You can't escape
The fate you created little girl
don't you understand?
Like a mole
she digs a hole in hiding
You'll have to come out sometime
and face your demise
A train wreck
but first the train crashes
what clashes
people's jealousy and curiosity
they want to know
about the mole and the truth she is hiding
they want to
CHOURS
They want to know
About the mole
They want to know
About the Mole
They all gather around
at the spectacle outside
the hole in the ground
the mole backs deeper inside
and they shout and they exclaim
such terrible names
and she screams out mute
"it's all such terrible lies,
Let me be
I don't deserve this"
but all they hear are
faint cries
from outside
and a part of her dies
knowing that she'll have to surrender sometime
and that sometime is soon
CHORUS
They all think they have a right to know
Such an innocent girls life
why won't they leave her alone?
MUSICAL BREAK
CHORUS 2x
"FEBRUARY"
Seems as if the older I get
the harder it is to let go
Saying goodbye becomes a little
bit more painful
my heart aches a little bit more
but that little bit hurts sooo much
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Only have to wait a little
bit longer
Still trying to figure out
what this all is eluding to?
How precious time has become
it's even
more precious when it's with the ones you love
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll see you in the afternoon
Only have to wait
Don't you know
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Don't look me in the eyes
when we say farewell
cuz it hurts too much to look
It hurts too much to look
I chose this life
only have myself to blame
hopefully some day these
worlds will combine
I'll have it all figured out soon
Only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll see you in the afternoon
Only have to wait
Don't you know
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
"Bothersome"
Don't mistake my pain for anger
I'm just disappointed you
haven't called
It's just sooo out of character
your behavior
maybe I
don't know you anymore
Now I know life
has its twists and turns
but I didn't see this one coming at all
You were my friend, my soulmate, my savior
Maybe I
don't know you anymore
CHORUS:
How could you be sooo selfish
Are you too busy to care
My heart can't be bandaged
Sorry am I interrupting?
No longer will I be bothersome to you
All my messages
have gone unreturned
You must be too busy to read them all
Maybe I sent them to the wrong address, to the wrong person
my old friend
i don't know you anymore
CHORUS 2x
Bothersome
Bothersome to you
Bothersome
Bothersome to you
Musical break
CHORUS 2x
BURN
Restless mind
Life's challenged me once again
2 lines indicating a positive test
victimized by my own poor decisions
Another choice, another burden, another sin
Dark secret, pierced ovaries
blood mixed in my urine
and I'm suffering in repent
All fingers
pointing this way
Only have myself to blame
CHORUS:
Only time'll tell before the night sky
night sky will collapse upon me
blanketed in burning constellations
watch as I learn, and now I burn
Guess that's what you get when you play with fire
temptation overcome with desire
watch as I burn, it's time I learn
It's time I learn and now I burn, burn
Punish me for my indecency
Life's not a game that should be played
Not fair for someone else to have to suffer for my mistakes
but the cards have been dealt
and I'm dealt a bad hand
we'll do our best
give it all that we can
We'll give it all that we can
All fingers
pointing this way
only have myself to blame
CHORUS
Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn
Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn
Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn
Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn
Burn
CHORUS
Drink from my poisoned well
Casting love spells
I want him to see me for
all that I am, that I am
Leach onto my heart
sucking away
the blood it stains your gums
and drips down your face
down your face
So weak in the knees
love's such a powerful thing
Consume me please
come to me please
Can't you care when I'm there?
CHORUS:
Oh it makes
makes no sense to me
He only wants me
only wants me when I'm not around
How satisfied can you be?
You say you love me
but I just can't figure it out
Squeeze onto my heart
squeezing tight with all strength
the blood it drains and I crumble and fade
fade away
and it's such a sin
the way we live
how much more can I give
find myself acting out
in spite and rage
So weak in the knees
love's such a powerful thing
Consume me please
come to me please
can't you care when I'm there?
CHORUS REPEAT
REFRAIN:
And I
want to work it out
we've been
we've been here before
maybe we just need some time
you and I
and it's nothing, nothing
we haven't gone through
haven't gone through before
It's just typical you and I
CHORUS REPEAT 3x
"Bad Influence"
I don't want to leave but
I can't stay around you
any longer, not this time
I'm about to lose my mind
and you've
hurt me too many times
but never would you see me cry
Does she
see straight through your lies?
Or are you that
convincing
that she doesn't, doesn't question anything
I wish
you'd look me in the eyes
tell me what I need to hear
Gotta catch my breath
take one step at a time
Something like this doesn't happen over night
Gotta step forward and walk
away while I can, before it's too late
I don't want to go, but I gotta leave
gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can't
stay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
He's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave
but I can't stay any longer than I have
Please don't tell me not to leave
because your words melt right through me
and back to you
I find myself running to
It's time
I regain my poise
close my eyes and kill the noise
And from my mind you will be cleansed
and this'll be the last song I
will write for you
it's time I put an end to this
and we'll
move on our separate ways
maybe again we'll meet someday
Gotta catch my breath
take one step at a time
Something like this doesn't happen over night
Gotta step forward
and walk away while I can
before it's too late
I don't want to go but I gotta leave, gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can't
stay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
he's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave but I can't stay
any longer than I have
He's the forbidden fruit
fallen from the tree that I bit
Trying sooo hard to be strong
but I'm sooo weak.
I don't want to go but I gotta leave, gotta go
He's such a bad influence on me
I don't want to leave but I can'tstay any longer than I have, than I have
Sooo badly he makes me want to believe
it's not fair
he's got such a hold on me
I don't want to leave but I can't stay any longer than I have
"Back to me"
Hanging by a thread
I drink, I pour one more
I cry, I plead
knees on the floor
All has lost all meaning,
don't care anymore
With eyes wide open
I fall asleep
praying to lord
"Please forgive me"
Soon I won't be a burden on you anymore
On you anymore
on you anymore
It's time to put an end to this
Have I lost it?
Sharp instrument
piercing my wrist
and in one weakened second
my strength is restored
Mascara running
down my cheek
my body weak, vision blurry
Tell my friends in heaven
Hell is where I belong
Hell is where I belong
Hell is where I belong
I"m sooo tired
but my mind keeps me awake
I'm zoo tired
of waiting to hear those words to me you'll never speak
Gotta snap out of this
Wake me from this sick dream
just a slap on the face
and a 1,2,3
before
I go back to being me
Failed once again, I'll failed before
but it's okay, I'll probably fail once more
My scars are just reminders of all I've overcome
And I'm crazy with purpose
I don't want to die
It's just that rush of pain that
gets me high
The pain, I deserve it
for all of the wrong
I've done
All the wrong I've done, I've done
All the wrong I've done
I'm sooo tired
but my mind keeps me awake
I'm sooo tired
of waiting to hear those words to me you'll never speak
Gotta snap out of this
Wake me from this sick dream
Just a slap on the face
and a 1,2,3 before
I go back to being me
And it's not for them
to understand
It's just the way I am
This pain I will endure
"Been Long"
You make it so easy to be loved
Love the way the frames of your glasses raise every time you smile
How's this all happening?
Is it happening because I'm unhappy?
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
I wish you were here with me
14 hours just seems too long apart
Love how securely I nest,
I fit into your arms
Why's this all happening?
Is it happening because I'm unhappy?
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
Had I chosen another path
it's you
I want on my side till the end
and I wish I could see you again
Gotta gather my senses
Get your emotions in check
I'm only hurting myself
Hasn't even been long yet
and I wish I could see you again
Cause every time I close my eyes
you're the thought that rushes by me
Had I chosen another path
it's you
I want on my side till the end
and I wish I could see you again
and I wish, and I wish, I wish I could see
and I wish, and I wish, I wish I could see
I wish I could see
see you again
"Games"
The challenge is on
hope your game is tight
hope you're gunna give me a run for my money
got my cards, my chips, my lingerie
rule 1: anything goes
body parts may be exposed
what will happen?
baby who knows
bout to give you the ride of you life
All bets are on
got my money in my bra
your turn, let's roll the dice
Don't expect any playin nice
Feel the hunger, got an appetite
not gunna be an easy fight
I don't bark, but baby I bite
gunna give it to you, how you want it, just right
CHORUS:
Let's play a game of truth or dare
I dare you to pull my hair
followed by a game of hard you'll get
hope you wore your bathing suit, I'm about to make you wet
Let's play, I'll hide you seek
follow my trail of clothing
you'll find me beneath the sheets
why don't you crawl into bed with me?
if we're gunna play, then you play fair
take off your underwear
oops look, well tag I'm it
he tagged me from behind didn't see him coming
I'll give you a count, I'll count to three
watch out, now I'm coming
he left me heavy breathing
he threw me for a loop, he's a man with strategy
I see that you're a problem solver
if you're looking for the solution
I know how to resolve it
lets resolve it properly
Rule 2: you do what I say
lets play kings, now I'm your queen
we're gunna play this game my way
it's a little modified for our pleasures sake
turn up the heat, spin the bottle
close your eyes and feed me your tongue
I'm about to give you mono
play at your own risk, that's my motto
I'm a little competitive
get off on a little challenge
gotta keep it interesting
gotta keep it interesting
CHORUS
Bet you didn't think defeat could feel this good (feel this good)
Could feel this good (feel this good)
everyones a winner tonight
Bet you didn't think defeat could feel this good (feel this good)
Could feel this good (feel this good)
everyones a winner tonight
RAPCHORUS REPEAT"SWEATIN"
Maybe if you were listening
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Maybe if you were listening
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Don't stand soo close to me
cuz babe I'm gunna lose it (no you won't)
I'm gunna get it (no you won't)
he's got me sweatin
Can't stand the way
you make make make makin me sweat (sweat)
the way your breath feels on my neck talkin so close to me (me)
you got me in a frenzy
got me second guessing, guessing
The way you say my name
the way your pants fit on your tight little ass (ass)
the firmness in your grasp
got my mind on a stroll (Stroll)
ya got me losing grip, losing all control, control
CHORUS
Maybe if you were listening (listening)
then baby would you get it ( no you won't)
don't you get it ( no you don't)
why can't you get it
Don't stand soo close to me
cuz babe I'm gunna lose it (no you won't)
I'm gunna get it (no you won't)
he's got me sweatin
His boyish charm
has got my mind, mind a stray (stray)
his rock hard body got me sweat
sweatin (sweatin)
sweat pouring down my body, boy
you and I been vibing
put your hands all over my body
Maybe later I'm gunna ride ya hard, so hard you'll be seeing stars (stars)
like ya never saw it coming
boy I'll find how just you like it
guarantee you'll be runnin right back
boy I'll leave ya breathless, boy Imma leave ya sweatin
CHOURS
RAP
CHORUS REPEAT
ROUND AND ROUND" - (Hook lyrics)
Can't take anymore of this back and forth
don't even know what we're fighting for
Haven't we had this fight before?
This aint working anymore
Too much up and down, carousel
like a broken record, round and round
up and down, carousel
like a broken record, round and round
BY STORM"
Move it
Keep your distance, don't dare cross that line
I accessorize in caution signs
lure you in, use my tongue as bait
taunt and tease
make you scream my name in vain
smoke alarms
mattress set in flames
sprinklers sproutin
waterin my frame
he loves to watch, watch, watch me ride
bouncing up and down
then take me behind
move it, move it
CHROUS
Lightening bolts
I don't speak, I roar
bout to take this world,take this world by storm
Gunna leave you craving more
bout to take this world, take this world by storm
Move it
Move it
SWEET RAP
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Move it
Move it
Lightening bolts
I don't speak I roar
bout to take this world
take this world by storm
Gunna leave you, craving more
bout to take this world
take this world by storm
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
Hits you like, like, like lighten-ing
WHAT IS GOING ON" (hook only)Why'd you tell me that I meant everything to youwhen suddenly your actin like I'm not good enough for youwhy'd you say it, if you never meant it, never felt itwhat is the dealbaby what is going on?Now you're going round, hanging with your girlfriendsactin like nothing ever even happenedWhy'd you say it if you never meant it, never felt itwhat is the dealbaby what is going on?
MAGNIFICENT" (Hook only)
They won't doubt us when we're superstars
driving Bently cars in LA
Got our tops rolled down, got money in the bank, nominations at Grammys
They won't doubt us when we're on top of the world
Like the world is just our stage
Drinking fine champagne, in our private jet planesno worries, only fame.
"JUICY"
Said you know what you like, and you like what you see
Said you want a piece, baby bet it's juicy
I like what you want, and I like what you need
Give you a little taste, a taste of ecstasy
Said you know what you like and you like what you see
Said you want a piece, baby bet it's juicy
I like what you want, and I like what you need
Give you a little taste, a taste of ecstasy
Feel you eyeballing, up and up and down my frame
send a shot over, Patron I like the way you think
Say come closer baby, what's your number? What's your name?
Tonight I'll make you mine, tonight on you I'll pray
Lure you in
in my web
leave you tangled and mangling
Stain your lips red, mark mark you for dead
All of these teeth
I'll chew you up and spit you out
venum seeping deep, paralyzed with no way out
You can look
but no you can't touch
your own, personal torture
take a mental picture, save it for later
get a little taste, savor the flavor
I'll make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you hot
I'll Make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you
hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot,hot, hot, hot, hotttt
CHORUS
RAP
I'll make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you hot
I'll Make you moan, I'll make you pop
I'll bring you up, I'll make you
hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot, hot,hot, hot, hot, hotttt
"SUFFOCATING"
Your a sweet boy, but I like to do my thang
I love to love you, independently
from a distance you are the best thing to ever happen to me, ever happen to me
I love to love you, but sometimes its exhausting
you're too this and that
I find myself searching
for answers, but theres too many questions, questioning you and me,
just you and me
CHORUS
Cuz I've, given all I could give
Just need some space to breathe
Sometimes it feels like your suffocating, your suffocating me
and Igave the benefit of the doubt
doesn't always work out
sometimes it feels like your suffocating, your suffocating me
Go ahead, go out
don't worry about me
Give you your space, cuz I need mine
My friends are calling
Dressed to the nines
worried cuz I'm lookin fine
turnin heads tonight, turnin heads tonight
Just trying to keep it real
telling you how I feel
and you're a perfect catch for someone who wants all of that
Maybe I'm selfish, but this is my time
to shine like a star now that I've come this far
RAP
CHORUS
"REGRETFUL EYES"
You don't know
The extent in which you had hurt me
I wanted to make you all mine
But little did I know
That you were hiding something from me
Didn't know you had a girl
Until I
was on top of you
and I heard a slam of the door
I'll never forget
oh the silence between us
and now we barely talk anymore
but I
CHORUS:
See you, seeing me now with regretful eyes
cause I moved on, and I'm happy
and now you're wishing you never let me out of your life
and Happily I'll walk away ever more satisfied
and I hope when you sleep tonight
I'll be the one haunting your dreams
So I heard
That she's been cheating on youmy condolences, I know it must be hard
see the truth isthat I actually witnessed it
I saw her tonguing some guya week ago at the bar
Oh how's it feel?
Karma sucks now doesn't it?
And the best part is that I don't feel for you anymore
and that you're sorry
like I actually give a shit
you had your chance
now that chance is
far gone
CHORUS
Revenge is sweet, oh
It's almost funny, how
I'm happy
I've had the chance to see your demise
MUSICAL BREAK
ohhh
see you seeing me
now with regretful eyes
cuz I ....
CHORUS
Oh and I hope when you sleep
I hope when you sleep tonight
I hope when you sleep tonight
I'll be the one haunting your dreams.
"LITTLE BOY"
You're stubborn
Everything I say to you goes in one ear and out the other
You can't stand to hear the truth about yourself
Only want to hear what sounds good to your ears
So what now
You're gunna hate me cuz I confronted you
well sometimes the truth hurts
why not just live and learn from your mistakes
rather than blow everything out of proportion
But instead you'd prefer to change my words and spread lies
Can't even believe I'd proclaim you as a friend
Difficult
that's how your acting
why must you dramatize everything
make things worse than it really is?
Cuz your a
CHORUS:
Little boy trapped in an adults body
when are you gunna mature and open your eyes?
Little boy with an elementary mentality
you're such a fool when are you going to realize?
That in life things aren't always gunna go your way
sometimes some people gotta
learn the hard way
How dare you ( how dare you)
turn everything around and point your
finger at me
when it was your own wrong doing
it's so typical of you to just
babble on and stretch the truth
to save yourself
from looking like the bad guy
remember we were all born with two eyes
and soon everyone will see through those lies you been spreading about me
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
You gotta
give a little and not just take
hear people out and value what they say
cuz in the future you'll have to learn from your mistakes
but till then
I know you'll never change
cuz you're just
CHORUS
You'll never change
no, I've know you too long
and I know, I know your ways
to say that you'll
you'll never change
no people don't change instantly
you'll always, always remain
always remain the same
MUSICAL BREAK/ CHORUS
You're just a little boy
when are you going to realize
that in life things aren't always going to go your way
sometimes some people just got to
learn the hard way
Said I've known you too long
and I know
know your ways
"OVERWHELMED"
Miserable in the morning
I'm happy at night
My life's a series of ups and downs
Been traveling down a road with pot holes all my life
just want to find some concrete ground
How am I supposed to maintain sanity
when everythings going wrong
I'm losing faith more each and everyday
How am I supposed to commend God
if he brings nothing good upon me, hey
Layers of brick
pressure built upon my shoulders
feels as if I'm coming crashing down
Survival of the fittest
am I strong enough to survive?
We'll wait and see
what's to become of someone like me?
CHORUS:
Overwhelmed and I'm breaking down piece by piece
my life is like an unsolved puzzle
Anxiety, shaky hands, stomach knotted like a pretzel
what's to become of me?
The devil pokes and laughs
in my misery he finds amusement
he thinks I'm, he thinks I'm funny
Well I'm the entertainer, he's my audience
and I keep him very entertained
Like taking candy from a baby
he takes away my cloud of comfort
surrounds me with fire (fire)
surrounded by fire the heat from the flames burning my face
and heavens my only desire
I'm Sinking into quicksand and I can't swim my way out
into the ground I'm sinking
deeper and deeper and
soon I'll sink into a sea of a sea of a thousand sleeping corpses
where I'll find
my own level ground
CHOURS
I want to know
is there anything to look forward to
in my life
what's to become of me?
MUSICAL BREAK
Layers of brick
pressure built upon my shoulders
feels as if I'm coming crashing down
soon I'll sink into a sea of a thousand sleeping corpses
where I'll find
my own level ground
CHORUS 2x
What's to become
of someone like me?
"SONG FOR DAD"
Oh time
oh how quickly it has past
daddy's little girl has grown up so fast
your eyes water as you watch as I pack my bags
It's time I make a life of my own
Remember the songs we would sing?
remember the way
I'd hold the comb backwards and
would remove the shaving cream
off my face
so I could shave with you?
Classic memories
Can you believe
how fast
your little girl has grown
Can you believe she'll soon be on her own?
CHORUS:
Daddy please don't cry
I will be
I'll be just fine
I'll manage on my own
It's time I become
the woman time calls me to be
Daddy please don't cry
I will be, I'll be just fine
I'll manage on my own
it's time you let your baby girl go
Remember my first days of school
remember when you taught me how to tie my shoes
My 6th birthday
my most valuable lesson
My first piano lesson, la di da da
We were like partners in crime
you made the footsteps and I trailed along behind
well
well I'm all grown up now
It's best I make my own tracks now
CHORUS
Father I wrote this one for you
so just remember
no matter
what age I am
I'll always be your little girl
CHORUS
This is it
look at me now
Aren't you proud of how I turned out
Don't thank men ( Thank you)
Thank yourself
My best qualities are a reflection of you.
"HOURGLASS"
Make up your mind
cuz all this confusion is disillusioning
and my mind feels as if it could combust
Mixed emotion
silence the commotion
cuz I can't block these sounds within my head
Am I crazy
oh maybe
cuz you made me this way
and I can't see
my eyes are blurred
tears are getting in the way
am I crazy
oh maybe, oh maybe
CHORUS:
Is our time up
or is the hour glass still full of sand?
How did everything manage to get so bad?
Everything once was good
Did we slip onto a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher?
Or that the waters put out the fire that kept us
burning alive
Is it just that our young hearts have grown tired?
Onward i'll move with my life
Never had it in me to be a jealous person
Now I see my heart has grown fragile
and that this delicacy has altered my character
Don't like this person I'm becoming at all
But in my defense
my mouth moves
spitting fire
Burning down these
bridges
you and I walked over
Am I crazy?
Oh maybe, oh maybe
CHOURS
How much longer will it take
till my inescapable fate leads me to break?
Shattering this glass figure into a thousand pieces
Pick me up and push me to the side
that's what you do best
what you do best
ohhh
MUSICAL BREAK
How did everything
get sooo bad?
Everything once was good
how did we slip into a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher
or that the waters put out the fire that kept us both burning alive
or is it just that our young hearts have grown tired?
Onward I'll move with my life, oh
How did everything, everything, everything
oh
everything once was good
did we slip into a downward slope
or is it just that we couldn't climb any higher?
"ROLLERCOASTER"
It's sooo easy to believe
that everything will just run its course and that
everythings going to work out right
Try to take one day at a time
but the near futures approaching
and its slowly eating away the back of my mind
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
Just stand way back, just stand clear
I'm like a ticking bomb
an emotional coaster is near
I react on time and on fear
I fear what's yet to come
I fear how I will have to deal
Don't mean to push away
just that I don't want to grow accustomed
to someone I'm not sure will always be there
You tell me you love me everyday
saying you're not going anywhere, anytime
but how do I know you won't change your mind?
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
It's not that I don't trust you
no, I'm just scared
Can't imagine my life without you
Now that you're here
I'm afraid of being hurt
once again
Have to consider the possibility
of you not being here
here with me
You can't help, no, you can't help me
I can only help myself
You can't help, no you can't help me
I can only help myself
CHORUS
"BIG DOG IN A LITTLE CAGE"
It's been hours, not even days
Sit here, trapped here in this maze
Tried every direction, every angle
there's no solution, no knots to untangle
Blankly staring at the walls, they're colorless
no characteristics at all
I'm still and standing, standing tall
in a world sooo gigantic, can I hold my own?
Can I hold my own?
CHORUS:
Little perturbed, little deranged
Like a big dog in a little cage
I want to break loose, want to be free
free from all that's disturbing me
Growing more and more disgusted with myself
Hate this person I'm becoming
wish I could be somebody else
Tear drops falling on these white keys
as I pour my heart out, as I plead
to these white pages which I color with blood and ink
Crying till my eyes are swollen shut
I've reached my boiling point, I'm cracking up
and I just want to be left alone
in solitude
Talking to myself in an echoing room
CHORUS
Feel sooo lost in this life
wish I could
dig a hole
and bury myself inside
Have places to go, none of which I want to be
Don't want to bring others down with my
misery
Try to get me to talk
but I hold back
there isn't any point
no, they won't understand
This troubled mind I can't explain
slowly I'm
deteriorating
MUSICAL BREAK
CHORUS 2X
"FLY AWAY"
Like a bee, his words sting
leaving me to bleed at the surface
to you, your worthless
but to me, you're worth everything
I wish you'd value you
for the reasons I love to keep you around
but you're too stubborn to see it now
When will I again be
apart of the equation?
Why the sudden erosion,
constant need for persuasion?
All your self loathing
for reasons unknown
you used to wanna
keep me around
but now you don't
now you wanna
be left
be left alone
Closed up inside
he hides behind
his jokes and sarcasm
But I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
CHORUS:
Get off the ground my friend and come walk with me
It's time you take yourself more seriously
Talking to you sometimes is like pulling teeth
Get off the ground my friend and come fly with me
we'll fly away
Shadow puppets in the night light
you used to find fun in darkness
Now with lights turned out
you like to blend with the carpet
I lay on the ground with you
staring at the man made galaxy of neon
constellations
illuminating the ceiling
I admire you for
your past and your present
and I feel fortunate to be blessed with your presence
Having you in my life
has shaped me in ways
I'll forever be grateful for
yet you don't even see yourself
for that man
that I adore
Closed up inside
he hides behind his jokes and sarcasm
I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
CHORUS
Tell me what you
is this what you want?
Tell me what you want
what you want from me
Is this what you want
is that what you want?
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
Is this what you want?
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
is this what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me?
Musical break
Hides behind
his jokes and sarcasm
I can see it in his eyes
a lingering sadness
won't you
tell me what you want
is this what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me
tell me what you want
is that that what you want
is that what you want
what you want from me
is that what you want
what you want from me?
Tell me what you want
is this what you want
Is that what you want
what you want from me?
"HIDEAWAY"
Put on a happy smile
cuz I'm depressed as hell
It's impossible
whats she have to be upset about?
Feeling useless, like a waste of space
just occupying others
breathing space
Think of home
and I feel empty inside
cuz here I feel alone
and I just want to
CHORUS:
Hideawayfrom myself
Just wish I could
Could escape
Hideaway
Take me out of this place
Hold my head with two hands
keep it from falling down
Marching to keep my feet
from dragging on the ground
Feeling worthless, like a waste of space
Just nothing but a pretty face
Think of home
and I feel empty inside
cuz here I feel alone
and I just want to
CHORUS
Won't let these obstacles get the best of me
no, no
gotta keep strong
I have my shield and armor
This pain I will not harbor
grasping tightly onto this thread
hoping this feeling
is nearing its end
CHORUS
"MOLE"
You can't escape
The fate you created little girl
don't you understand?
Like a mole
she digs a hole in hiding
You'll have to come out sometime
and face your demise
A train wreck
but first the train crashes
what clashes
people's jealousy and curiosity
they want to know
about the mole and the truth she is hiding
they want to
CHOURS
They want to know
About the mole
They want to know
About the Mole
They all gather around
at the spectacle outside
the hole in the ground
the mole backs deeper inside
and they shout and they exclaim
such terrible names
and she screams out mute
"it's all such terrible lies,
Let me be
I don't deserve this"
but all they hear are
faint cries
from outside
and a part of her dies
knowing that she'll have to surrender sometime
and that sometime is soon
CHORUS
They all think they have a right to know
Such an innocent girls life
why won't they leave her alone?
MUSICAL BREAK
CHORUS 2x
"FEBRUARY"
Seems as if the older I get
the harder it is to let go
Saying goodbye becomes a little
bit more painful
my heart aches a little bit more
but that little bit hurts sooo much
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Only have to wait a little
bit longer
Still trying to figure out
what this all is eluding to?
How precious time has become
it's even
more precious when it's with the ones you love
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll see you in the afternoon
Only have to wait
Don't you know
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Don't look me in the eyes
when we say farewell
cuz it hurts too much to look
It hurts too much to look
I chose this life
only have myself to blame
hopefully some day these
worlds will combine
I'll have it all figured out soon
Only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
CHORUS:
But I'll see you tomorrow
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll see you in the afternoon
Only have to wait
Don't you know
February will come soon
Today will be yesterday
I'll call you in the afternoon
Only have to wait a little bit longer
only have to wait a little bit longer
"Bothersome"
Don't mistake my pain for anger
I'm just disappointed you
haven't called
It's just sooo out of character
your behavior
maybe I
don't know you anymore
Now I know life
has its twists and turns
but I didn't see this one coming at all
You were my friend, my soulmate, my savior
Maybe I
don't know you anymore
CHORUS:
How could you be sooo selfish
Are you too busy to care
My heart can't be bandaged
Sorry am I interrupting?
No longer will I be bothersome to you
All my messages
have gone unreturned
You must be too busy to read them all
Maybe I sent them to the wrong address, to the wrong person
my old friend
i don't know you anymore
CHORUS 2x
Bothersome
Bothersome to you
Bothersome
Bothersome to you
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CHORUS 2x
BURN
Restless mind
Life's challenged me once again
2 lines indicating a positive test
victimized by my own poor decisions
Another choice, another burden, another sin
Dark secret, pierced ovaries
blood mixed in my urine
and I'm suffering in repent
All fingers
pointing this way
Only have myself to blame
CHORUS:
Only time'll tell before the night sky
night sky will collapse upon me
blanketed in burning constellations
watch as I learn, and now I burn
Guess that's what you get when you play with fire
temptation overcome with desire
watch as I burn, it's time I learn
It's time I learn and now I burn, burn
Punish me for my indecency
Life's not a game that should be played
Not fair for someone else to have to suffer for my mistakes
but the cards have been dealt
and I'm dealt a bad hand
we'll do our best
give it all that we can
We'll give it all that we can
All fingers
pointing this way
only have myself to blame
CHORUS
Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn
Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn
Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn, Burn
Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn, Learn
Burn
CHORUS
Lost
Does just one kiss
from my candy stained lips
make you wish
there was no expiration on time?
And when does just one more time
mean just one more time
I can't survive
in this jungle of unforgiven thoughts
and unforgiven actions.
Do you believe
we have the strength to see
past our lust
look at me me
less sexually
or are we blind
this could never last
you had me at second chance
and you've had your third helping.
I can't get enough of you
I'm trying to ween myself off of you
but there's no use
it's a lost cause
I'm sucked in
now i'm lost.
Does just one kiss
from my candy stained lips
make you wish
there was no expiration on time?
And when does just one more time
mean just one more time
I can't survive
in this jungle of unforgiven thoughts
and unforgiven actions.
Do you believe
we have the strength to see
past our lust
look at me me
less sexually
or are we blind
this could never last
you had me at second chance
and you've had your third helping.
I can't get enough of you
I'm trying to ween myself off of you
but there's no use
it's a lost cause
I'm sucked in
now i'm lost.
